Saturday, August 4, 2012

Gemstone ♥

It's another ordinary Saturday night, except it is breezy
due to the heavy rain in the noon.
Logged on my hotmail and read through some e-mail after dinner.
Inadvertently found an article about different months' birthstone.
My curiosity got aroused and so I started google on images of gemstones.
Here is what i got, all arranged in alphabetical order and with the matching birth month in bracket.

Amethyst 紫晶 (February)



Aquamarine 海蓝宝石 (March, October)
(Personally my favorite! ♥)


 Blue Topaz 蓝黄玉 (December)

 Emerald 绿宝石 (May)

Moonstone 月长石 (June)


Onyx  缟玛瑙 (July)

Opal 蛋白石/猫眼石 (October)

Ruby 红宝石 (January, July)


Sapphire 蓝宝石 (April, September)


Sardonyx 瑀 (August)



Tanzanite 坦桑 (December)

Turquoise 绿松石 (December)


Yellow Topaz 黄玉 (November)

Some birthday months may be symbolized with more than one gemstone as different regions and countries may have different culture, tradition and beliefs in the meaning and luck the stone would brought to that particular birth month.

Saturday, December 3, 2011

My Sweet 21♥

October the 14th, 2011.
There is a girl in town who born 1990,
turned 21.
AND
"THAT'S ME! :D"

♥ Happy Birthday to ME! ♥


First of all, 
Thanks GOD! Thanks for giving me the best mum in the world!



Ma, thanks. 
Thanks for being my mum.
Thanks for making me the happiest person in the world.
Without you, I wouldn't be who I am today.

I may not good with words. But I meant the every words I said. 
Truthfully & heartily.

If there's next life and if I have given choice, 
You are the only one I want and I would call- "MUM".
Not anyone else, but YOU!
I LOVE YOU!!!
♥♥♥

Though this birthday party was a very sudden decision, 
but thanks to my mum who organized and arranged everything, made it such a fantastic & unforgettable 21 ever!
Again, merci beaucoup maman! ♥

The following are some photos of that night :)

♥ My beloved aunt ♥
♥ Ma Mere ♥

♥ My Tua Ee ♥

♥ My cute cousin, Ai Ling JieJie ♥

 ♥ My cousin aka zhi yin, Ben ♥


♥ My twins, JunJun ♥                        
  ♥ My Forever Best Friend, Kimmie♥  
 ♥ My Cute Best friend,Yugi ♥
        
My spongebob fren, PaiPai ♥
                                            
♥ AhChuan and his gf Miko ♥ 
♥ Felicia and Ahuiii~~ ♥

♥ PaiPai and her lovely cousin YongYong ♥
Say Michelin~
♥ My superb teachers! as well as life coaches♥


♥ Happie Familie :D ♥

♥ Happie Friends :D ♥



♥ Polaroids with besties ♥



♥  Pink roses from my beautiful besties KimKiminie! ♥




Life is just like flowers.
It blooms and it fade away in just a blink of an eye.


If i'd have to answer
"What will be your shortest moment in life?"
I'd say...
The moment where everything seems to be so beautiful & wonderful.


By knowing this truth,
it added a great sense of insecurity.


You wouldn't know when will the bell of 12 o'clock rings.
It could possibly be any next minute.


Once the clock stroke,
the magical spell will gone forever.
Golden carriage turns into pumpkin,
horses into mice,
 beautiful ball gown into just a piece of rag...


However, ironically,
it's beautiful also because it's short.
Just like the fireworks.
Please allow me...


'Cause baby, you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh oh oh
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh oh oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down'




Nutshell:
Lets live our life like beautiful fireworks!
Short
BUT
Remarkable.



Saturday, September 3, 2011

The Enlightenment from the Little Prince

Recently been reading a book titled The Little Prince
Have long been heard of ppl mentioning the little prince
but dont really know about the story
so when i saw this book in the Leo Bookstore at Island Plaza
i bought it home :)
And now, im in love with this book 
it somehow reflected the something in me
or should i say, 'they matched'.

It was saying, 
the grown-ups love to see things from the surface n judge from the outside.
They see only tangible things
the intangible one was always being neglected
n it was usually the most precious one.

For instance, 
when you tell them that you have made a new fren
they never ask you questions about the essential matters such as
"What does his voice sound like?"
"What games does he love best?"
"Does he collect butterflies?"

Instead,
they asked: "How old is he?"
"How many brothers has he?"
"How tall is he?"

that is what differentiate the grown-ups and the kids
the grown-ups loves figures
they think they can only learn something about the person from these figures

If you were say to the grown-ups:
"I saw a beautiful house made of rosy brick, french windows, and doves on the roof"
they would not get any idea of the house at all.
You'd have to say:
"I saw a house that cost 3million!"
then they'd claim: 
"Wow, what a pretty house that is!"

I realised
The older we become, the more 'ordinary' we are
we have to be submissive in order to fit in the society
following the rules...the regulations...the norms...even the thought
proving 'we are the same' in order to get their approval
and so we wont be alienated

Many was born to be musicians and artists
they had so much talent when they were kids
but ended up grown up into such an 'ordinary' working group
struggling to be someone who they think they 'should be'
working from 9 to 5
repeating the same thing everyday
doing things they don't even like or enjoy doing
living paycheck to paycheck
months to months
years to years 
n called it a 'life'

Is that what life really should be?
If yes, how boring it is!
is that reli what they want?
do they reli feeling happy?
wouldnt they regret for not brave enough in pursuing their dreams when they gonna past?
is staying in the comfort zone reli feels comfort n happy?

Since they struggled so much n do not feel happy at all
why dont they just pursue their dreams n do something they reli enjoy doing?
wat is the reason stopping them from pursuing their dreams?

The answer is always the same
because of MONEY
they claimed:
"DREAMS and REALITY are always not the same"
"DREAMS cant feed our stomach"

But the problem is,
i dont see many who followed the ordinary path really success financially
many are still complaining about 'not enough'
living in debt
dreaming to be a millionaire

If to say
the consequence of pursuing own dream is the worst
unfortunately,
i dont see following the ordinary path has any better than worst.

In light of this,
why dont we just pursue our own dream since both has almost-the-same-worst risk?

What do you think? :)



家人vs.朋友

有时真的很沮丧
明明很用心努力地想做好我的角色
不论是朋友还是家人
只要有多余的时间
我都会挪出来

可是我却没有一样是做好的
我也不知道
为什么我总都做不好

家人与朋友
我明明都一样珍惜啊。。。
或许我真的很不善于表达吧。。

妈妈觉得我总放太多时间陪朋友
都没有真的好好关心及多跟家人相处

而朋友们。。。
应该已把我设定于放飞机女王了吧。。。
不过还好,我还是挺幸运的
还是有些很明白事理的朋友

有时只是个微笑,点点头表示理解
真的让我觉得好过多了
我都还来不及解释,她/他竟然都明白了?
或许那就是所谓的知音吧

所以后来我明白了一点
知我者,知也
不知我者,又何必强求。。。


Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Waiting for my calling

Being kinda lost n confused recently...
am i wanting too much at once?
asking myself
am i too greedy? 

im enthusiastic in many thgs
languages...musics...philosophy...
i enjoyed learning all sorts of diff special thgs
 i just cant stop my curiosity

i do what i love
n i go after it
that's me

it sounds kinda a gud thg isnt it

but here comes the problem
i ended taking up many things at the same time
n i doubted if i can do best in each
as my concentration level has been divided
even in Marketing study encourages Niche Marketing
to offset d risk in serving no one n no where

linked it to myself
im afraid i might ended up serving no where
know something about everythg
but be good at NOTHING

life is an option
making choices
n specialize on it
that's the norms

but wont it b boring to just do one thing in ur entire life?
hmmmmm


searching for the answer
n
waiting for the calling
still

Saturday, August 6, 2011

Meaningful Quotes :)

Here are some meaningful quotes i'd like to share in this beautiful Saturday :)

♥ Wherever you go, no matter what the weather, always bring your own Sunshine. - Anthony J. D'Angelo

♥ A smile is the light in the window of your face that tells people you are at home. 

♥ Turn your face to the sun and let the shadows fall behind. 

♥ Live in rooms full of light. - Cornelius Celsus

♥ Beauty is not in the face; Beauty is a light in the heart. - Kahlil Gibran

♥ It's simple to be happy, but it's very difficult to be simple. - Tagore Rabindranath




Thursday, June 9, 2011

What you mean to me?

Thought i've already forgotten everything...
Bt i just realised there is still a small part in me
are still holding on n haven't let go...
When my mp3 randomly played til a song he once sang...
All memories just flowed out...i just couldn't stop them...
N surprisingly, they are still as clear as though thgs dat happened yst...
However, i appreciate these memories...i accept them as part of me...
They somehow contrasted the happiness of others...
I swear i wont skip this song whenever i hear it,
i'll play until i become numb n feeling-less towards it...
N laugh at myself who once being so foolish...

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Halleluyah CHANCE~ ;)

cant stop thinking of 'it' while doing assignment
so i ended up being - h e r e -  haha..
finally saw her profile 2day! which i've curious for some times...
been curious of wat kind of person she is likely to be...
a girl that he loved...a girl that he chose, over me....
though im 99% cured...
bt i felt a lit down (ok slightly more than a lit, to be honest) when i saw her profile, her photos...their status...and comments....
strange huh...didnt expect myself to hv this feeling...
though she is kinda emotional type of person n speaks alot of disgraceful foul language,
bt yet hv to admit that she is pretty...thin...n most importantly, he loves her.
n can see that she has occupied a huge space in his heart...n she meant alot to him...
mayb emotional her+ emotional him= emotional perfect match? haha...

angel: ahhh...stop being so depress and upset...! this is so not me!
i should transform this energy into motivation instead! be at the best n meet the best. n makes him regret!
devil: nahhh...he wont regret...they r so sweet now n he loves her....
angel: nvm...u should b happy u r not wt a jerk, at least!
'u deserves a better one' remembering my twins told me :)
'yes, i deserve a better one...' telling myself :)

Halleluyah CHANCE~  ;)

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Goodbye, Love fool.

I feel really thankful to have u guys by my side....
Feeling much better after all...
u guys made me laugh so much, and distracted myself from the bad feelings...
n those concerns really warmth me...
i wouldn't get well so soon without u guys companion...

though sometimes it still hurt when thinking of it...
but it makes me grow n become more matured in love...
remember there is a scene in Eat Pray Love that i found it very meaningful and memorable..

"If you love him, then love him. If you miss him, then miss him.
Send him some love and light every time you think about him,
then drop it.
If you clear out all the space in your mind that you're using right now to obsess about this guy, you'll have a vacuum there, an open spot- a doorway.
And guess what the universe will do with the doorway?
It will rush in- and fill you with more love than you ever dreamed.
So stop using him to block that door.
Let it go."

I really love this movie....it gave me alot of enlightenment of how to letting go....

Thinking and looking at myself, found it kinda ridiculous...
we didn't even get together, y am i just like those who just broke up...
i overestimated myself, thinking i could well-controlled my own feelings and emotions...
bt obviously, im just another fool in love...never thought of it could be so painful and could have such an impact on me....haha....
However, let the bygone be the bygone!
I will flush off those space he used to occupy and start my life with infinity great chance of love.

Here I am, my grand new life! :)


Friday, April 29, 2011

暮光

听着范范的新歌,让我感受到了新希望。。。
她的歌声中传达了她的那份幸福与喜悦。。。仿佛真的看见了暮光。。。
感觉很轻松。。。
在这里分享一下她的其中两首新歌-'最重要的决定' & '暮光'

希望你们也会感受到那股力量与幸福 :)



Thursday, April 28, 2011

I will be fine...

Had an outing with a nice n perfect guy 2day...
i know this is a guy i could totally trust on, and a guy who wont hurt me for surely...
but im frustrated with myself...for not falling for a nice guy like him...
fell for a total jerk instead...a heartbreaker....
though im trying to distract myself from thinking of him...but i couldnt!
i feel so powerless....the every corner of the place reminds me of him!
every expression of him r still so clear as if happened yesterday...
everythg is jz too sudden without a clue...i still couldnt accept it...
kept asking myself wat's going wrong? why did this happen?

i tried so hard to hide my sadness and sorrow d all day...
dunwan 2 b another jerk dissapoint the gud guy infront of me....
trying to smile lk the normal me...trying to act normal as if nthg happen....
bt the inside me was empty....i felt nothing at all....
there were few times i doubted if my heart is still pounding...
i felt disconnected with the surrounding....
i knew this would be unfair for this gud guy....
bt all i could say is sorry....i said it in my heart repeatedly....

Our program goes: lunch, movie, dinner, movie....
then we ended our day wt a gudbye....
when i got in my car preparing 2 leave...
all of the sadness i've hidden for so hard burst into tears....
i couldnt stop my eyes from leaking.....
i was just depending on my subconscious to drove me home...
i hardly sees the lights and the direction...
all i see was the reflection of our memory....
so real...yet so far....
could any1 pls extract or delete this part of my memory??
this memory makes me feel so breathless....
n now only i realised hw much i've gotten myself into....
never in my control...i totally hv no idea hw deep i've thrown myself in....
i think i love him....n i miss him....
more than i expected....
can som1 pls give me a hand n pull me up frm drowning...?
i just wan d happy me back....enough for this emo me...feel so strange....
all i can tell myself is 'i will be fine'....
yes...i will be fine....

Sunday, February 20, 2011

无奈的沉默

心中有好多的不舍
一幕一幕甜美的回忆不断再播映
经过的每个角落
都让你每个表情变得更清晰

我们曾经离幸福那么的近
一瞬间
泡沫般
不见了
还来不及反应
已成为过去
留下的遗憾
说不出

手机整夜响个不停
心中有多难过
这是我多想接的电话
是我多想听的声音
但谁知道这无情的背后
有多少的无奈。。。

音乐将耳膜都淹没了
还是遮掩不了心里的哭泣
才发现
坚强。。。好难。。。
才发现
我在不知不觉中
陷得那么深了
有时沉默。。。
是因为有太多说不出口的无奈。。。



World within a crystal ball


hmmm....1st time feeling so helpless in life...
just realized there are something we really couldn't have it
no matter how hard you want it
no matter how close it seems to be
you just have to surrender and give up
conserve it in a time capsule with love & sorrow
and buried in your deepest heart
which no one can see

Is this so called destiny?
something are just not meant to be together
you are under control
what you need to do is just follow the script
and try your very best to fit in the character you've been positioned
even you tried to escape and be rebelled
it was just a waste of energy
nothing much gonna change
and after all
still you've to believe the reason of all is
'for my own good'

Im like living in a timeless secret garden of Eutopia
where everything is so perfect and beautiful
been isolated from the outside world
just like the crystal ball....


Saturday, February 19, 2011

Just wanna BE WITH YOU

I've been following your footsteps all these years,
anything and everything you've had asked me to do,
without questioning.
Though sometimes was an opposition to my heart and willingness,
yet im still doing it out of respect and love.

I dont know if i really love this guy,
but this time,
the 1st time,
I want to make my own choice,
I want to make my own decision.
At least in love,
I want to follow my heart and senses,
experience the rebellions of love.
Even if it may be a mistake,
I will still accept it with a gentle smile and drift with the wind of sorrow,
leave without regrets.
It is the pain,
makes me human;
It is the tears,
differentiating a human and a tree.

I know,
It may not be the best or wise decision,
but I just wanna be with you.
It may not be a blessed relationship,
but why care so much,
I just wanna be with you.
It may be hard and tough to get over those obstacles,
but as long as you are by my side,
having each other at the back supporting,
we will still be able to get over it.

All I want is to be with you....as simple as it is.... :)

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Quick thoughts

A song suddenly pop-ups into my mind...

"I'd rather hurt you honestly
then mislead you with a lie
And who am i to judge you
on what you say or do...?"

爱情?感谢?

最近的心情真的很低落。。。毕竟把那件事就这样搁着心里真的很不好受。。。
我很欠揍吧。。? 我也很想揍我自己。。。
最近我想了很多。。我想我知道答案了。。。
之前我分不清我对他是什么感觉。。。是爱情?感谢?还是感动?
我一直觉得亏欠他好多。。。也一直告诉自己他有多好。。。
他的确好的无话可说。。。感觉辜负这么个好人会遭天谴。。。
也常说服自己或许我那份感觉是喜欢?

可是最近有个人让我明白喜欢跟感谢是不可相提并论的。。。
我对他的感觉。。。是感谢。。。
多希望我喜欢的是他。。。可为什么事情往往都背道而驰呢。。?
为什么很多事都不能如你所愿?

该告诉他吗。。?
可是之前又说过了一次。。。
所有的问题又回到原点了。。。没有结论的结论。。。唉。。。
我不否认我真的蛮在乎他。。。很害怕伤害他。。。
但那份在乎我明白不是爱情。。。。
我。。。真的很坏。。。。。

Sunday, August 15, 2010

王力宏822來馬展開48小時宣傳!

王力宏822來馬展開48小時宣傳

( 更新時間:8/10/2010 責任編輯:spotlite )
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天王王力宏多才多藝,猶如十八般武藝精通的全才歌手,在拍攝個人執導的電影《戀愛通告》之餘,仍然用盡心力做出個人全新大碟《十八般武藝》,忙碌的生活讓他每天都睡不到三個小時,不僅是位稱職的MUSIC-MAN,更是位忙碌的BUSY MAN,王力宏對於自己忙碌的生活相當享受,從中獲得許多創作靈感,完成了大家喜愛的《柴米油鹽醬醋茶》。

為了全力支持王力宏首部執導主演的電影《戀愛通告》,及開創全新的行銷策略模式,唱片公司與電影公司首度攜手共同合作宣傳電影及個人專輯,締造雙贏局面,而王力宏也將成為首次結合專輯以及電影的第一位華人歌手!配合電影在全亞洲上片的檔期,原定7月30日全亞洲同步發行的新專輯《十八般武藝》,將延至8月13日與電影《戀愛通告》全亞州同天推出。馬來西亞也會同天推出王力宏最新大碟《十八般武藝》,全馬上架。”由於電影《戀愛通告》以及新專輯《十八般武藝》推出在即,所以行程忙碌;連日熬夜工作卻一點也不嫌累,他表示只要歌迷全心支持,就能感受到「互挺的簡單幸福」,用力呼籲所有歌迷化身影迷,感受他的用心之作,一次滿足所有視、聽享受。馬來西亞索尼音樂為了答謝歌迷的耐心等待,特別在專輯推出后第一時間安排王力宏來到馬來西亞宣傳,舉行王力宏《十八般武藝》大馬唯一一場簽唱會。到時候王力宏本人仍會到現場跟歌迷見面,並演唱新歌為歌迷簽名!

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王力宏《十八般武藝》大馬簽唱會

日期:2010年8月22日(星期日)

時間:6PM

地點:Central Park Avenue,1Utama Shopping Centre


王力宏822來馬宣傳


2010-08-07 13:42 星洲互動

(吉隆坡)王力宏將於8月22日來馬,為他導演首部電影《戀愛通告》和最新專輯《18般武藝》,在大馬展開48小時的宣傳行動,並會於22日傍晚6時,在萬達鎮購物廣場Central Park Avenue舉行這次來馬的唯一一場簽唱會!

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

王力宏-你不知道的事


蝴蝶擦几次眼睛 再学会飞行  夜空洒满了星星 但即刻会落地 我飞行 但你坠落之际 很靠近 爱听见呼吸  对不起 我却没捉紧你   你不知道我为什么离开你 我坚持不能说放任你哭泣 你的泪滴像倾盆大雨  碎落满地 在心里清晰 你不知道我为什么狠下心 还悬在你看不见那高空里  多的事 你不知道的事  蝴蝶擦几次眼睛 再学会飞行  夜空洒满了星星 但即刻会落地 我飞行 但你坠落之际 很靠近 爱听见呼吸  对不起 我却没捉紧你   你不知道我为什么离开你 我坚持不能说放任你哭泣 你的泪滴像倾盆大雨  碎落满地 在心里清晰 你不知道我为什么狠下心 还选择你看不见那高空里 
多的事 你不知道的事  oh wow oh~  我飞行 但你坠落之际  ho~oh~~  你不知道我为什么离开你 我坚持不能说放任你哭泣 你的泪滴像倾盆大雨  碎落满地 在心里清晰 你不知道我为什么狠下心 还悬在你看不见那高空里  多的事 你不知道的事  oh~... ... 



这是王力宏的新歌,也是这次力宏新戏“恋爱通告” 里的主题曲 <3
”恋爱通告“将在8月12日全马电影院播出!期待 ~!!! 
其他主要演员还有刘亦菲&陈汉典。很有看头哦!
是王力宏的粉丝就不要错过了!

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Dreams? Reality?

I just came back from the movie Inception. Was a great movie! I was amazed by their imagination of ‘dreaming’. This movie gave me some inspirations, and that is what I’m going to share, ‘Dreams Vs Reality’ – topic of the day~

All our life, we’ve been chasing for our dreams. It can be one or a few. We think that dreams will create or brings us to the world we want, the reality. But who can tell or prove that what we think is actually true?

Our dreams are endless, because human’s desires never end. We will always ask for more and never get satisfied. Perhaps that is the greedy personalities we were born with? No ones know when the dreams will actually come true or being achieved. Why are we so sure that the reality we thought of is actually the reality? How do we define or differentiate between dream and reality? Are we sure what we are chasing are what we want but not the projection or image we saw from others or given by others?

We always perceived dreams as something cheerful, beautiful, and fantasy. Probably something that doesn’t exist in our reality, that’s why we called it a dream. On the other hand, we think reality is something cruel, something we couldn’t help of, something we wanted to get out of, something we couldn’t change, mostly are negative emotions.

We kept chasing for dreams until we lost our self, until we confused between dreams and reality. We worked hard, sacrificed our whole life time chasing for the so-called ‘dream’, but when we looked back, we felt empty, the opportunity costs we had given up probably huge enough to changed our relationships with friends and family, and we starts to questioned ourselves is the dream we’ve long been chasing worth?

Until we sees the reality of the dream, we will awaked from our reality and realised we’ve long been living in a dream, a dream we created and named ‘The Reality’.

(ps:// I have to reclarify that dreaming is good, but we shouldn’t lose ourselves on the way of achieving it. We should be assertive, but not ambitious. We should ask ourselves what we really want for life, but not blindly following what others think is right. There's a 'turdo' (i don't know how to spell it XP do correct me!) in the movie to helps in differentiating reality from dreams, but we don't have it in real life. So we got to trust our instinct and follow our heart~!)

Good luck to everyone in achieving their dream(s)! <3