Meaningful Quotes :)

Here are some meaningful quotes i'd like to share in this beautiful Saturday :)

♥ Wherever you go, no matter what the weather, always bring your own Sunshine. - Anthony J. D'Angelo

♥ A smile is the light in the window of your face that tells people you are at home. 

♥ Turn your face to the sun and let the shadows fall behind. 

♥ Live in rooms full of light. - Cornelius Celsus

♥ Beauty is not in the face; Beauty is a light in the heart. - Kahlil Gibran

♥ It's simple to be happy, but it's very difficult to be simple. - Tagore Rabindranath

What you mean to me?

Thought i've already forgotten everything...

Bt i just realised there is still a small part in me
are still holding on n haven't let go...

When my mp3 randomly played til a song he once sang...

All memories just flowed out...i just couldn't stop them...

N surprisingly, they are still as clear as though thgs dat happened yst...

However, i appreciate these memories...i accept them as part of me...

They somehow contrasted the happiness of others...

I swear i wont skip this song whenever i hear it,
i'll play until i become numb n feeling-less towards it...

N laugh at myself who once being so foolish...

Halleluyah CHANCE~ ;)

cant stop thinking of 'it' while doing assignment
so i ended up being - h e r e -  haha..
finally saw her profile 2day! which i've curious for some times...
been curious of wat kind of person she is likely to be...
a girl that he loved...a girl that he chose, over me....
though im 99% cured...
bt i felt a lit down (ok slightly more than a lit, to be honest) when i saw her profile, her photos...their status...and comments....
strange huh...didnt expect myself to hv this feeling...
though she is kinda emotional type of person n speaks alot of disgraceful foul language,
bt yet hv to admit that she is pretty...thin...n most importantly, he loves her.
n can see that she has occupied a huge space in his heart...n she meant alot to him...
mayb emotional her+ emotional him= emotional perfect match? haha...

angel: ahhh...stop being so depress and upset...! this is so not me!
i should transform this energy into motivation instead! be at the best n meet the best. n makes him regret!
devil: nahhh...he wont regret...they r so sweet now n he loves her....
angel: nvm...u should b happy u r not wt a jerk, at least!
'u deserves a better one' remembering my twins told me :)
'yes, i deserve a better one...' telling myself :)

Halleluyah CHANCE~  ;)

Goodbye, Love fool.

I feel really thankful to have u guys by my side....

Feeling much better after all...

u guys made me laugh so much, and distracted myself from the bad feelings...

n those concerns really warmth me...

i wouldn't get well so soon without u guys companion...

though sometimes it still hurt when thinking of it...

but it makes me grow n become more matured in love...

remember there is a scene in Eat Pray Love that i found it very meaningful and memorable..

"If you love him, then love him. If you miss him, then miss him.

Send him some love and light every time you think about him,

then drop it.

If you clear out all the space in your mind that you're using right now to obsess about this guy, you'll have a vacuum there, an open spot- a doorway.

And guess what the universe will do with the doorway?

It will rush in- and fill you with more love than you ever dreamed.

So stop using him to block that door.

Let it go."

I really love this movie....it gave me alot of enlightenment of how to letting go....

Thinking and looking at myself, found it kinda ridiculous...

we didn't even get together, y am i just like those who just broke up...

i overestimated myself, thinking i could well-controlled my own feelings and emotions...

bt obviously, im just another fool in love...never thought of it could be so painful and could have such an impact on me....haha....

However, let the bygone be the bygone!

I will flush off those space he used to occupy and start my life with infinity great chance of love.

Here I am, my grand new life! :)

暮光

听着范范的新歌，让我感受到了新希望。。。

她的歌声中传达了她的那份幸福与喜悦。。。仿佛真的看见了暮光。。。

感觉很轻松。。。

在这里分享一下她的其中两首新歌－'最重要的决定' & '暮光'

希望你们也会感受到那股力量与幸福 ：）

I will be fine...

Had an outing with a nice n perfect guy 2day...

i know this is a guy i could totally trust on, and a guy who wont hurt me for surely...

but im frustrated with myself...for not falling for a nice guy like him...

fell for a total jerk instead...a heartbreaker....

though im trying to distract myself from thinking of him...but i couldnt!

i feel so powerless....the every corner of the place reminds me of him!

every expression of him r still so clear as if happened yesterday...

everythg is jz too sudden without a clue...i still couldnt accept it...

kept asking myself wat's going wrong? why did this happen?

i tried so hard to hide my sadness and sorrow d all day...

dunwan 2 b another jerk dissapoint the gud guy infront of me....

trying to smile lk the normal me...trying to act normal as if nthg happen....

bt the inside me was empty....i felt nothing at all....

there were few times i doubted if my heart is still pounding...

i felt disconnected with the surrounding....

i knew this would be unfair for this gud guy....

bt all i could say is sorry....i said it in my heart repeatedly....

Our program goes: lunch, movie, dinner, movie....

then we ended our day wt a gudbye....

when i got in my car preparing 2 leave...

all of the sadness i've hidden for so hard burst into tears....

i couldnt stop my eyes from leaking.....

i was just depending on my subconscious to drove me home...

i hardly sees the lights and the direction...

all i see was the reflection of our memory....

so real...yet so far....

could any1 pls extract or delete this part of my memory??

this memory makes me feel so breathless....

n now only i realised hw much i've gotten myself into....

never in my control...i totally hv no idea hw deep i've thrown myself in....

i think i love him....n i miss him....

more than i expected....

can som1 pls give me a hand n pull me up frm drowning...?

i just wan d happy me back....enough for this emo me...feel so strange....

all i can tell myself is 'i will be fine'....

yes...i will be fine....