无奈的沉默

心中有好多的不舍

一幕一幕甜美的回忆不断再播映

经过的每个角落

都让你每个表情变得更清晰

我们曾经离幸福那么的近

一瞬间

泡沫般

不见了

还来不及反应

已成为过去

留下的遗憾

说不出

手机整夜响个不停

心中有多难过

这是我多想接的电话

是我多想听的声音

但谁知道这无情的背后

有多少的无奈。。。

音乐将耳膜都淹没了

还是遮掩不了心里的哭泣

才发现

坚强。。。好难。。。

才发现

我在不知不觉中

陷得那么深了

有时沉默。。。

是因为有太多说不出口的无奈。。。

World within a crystal ball

hmmm....1st time feeling so helpless in life...

just realized there are something we really couldn't have it

no matter how hard you want it

no matter how close it seems to be

you just have to surrender and give up

conserve it in a time capsule with love & sorrow

and buried in your deepest heart

which no one can see

Is this so called destiny?

something are just not meant to be together

you are under control

what you need to do is just follow the script

and try your very best to fit in the character you've been positioned

even you tried to escape and be rebelled

it was just a waste of energy

nothing much gonna change

and after all

still you've to believe the reason of all is

'for my own good'

Im like living in a timeless secret garden of Eutopia

where everything is so perfect and beautiful

been isolated from the outside world

just like the crystal ball....

Just wanna BE WITH YOU

I've been following your footsteps all these years,

anything and everything you've had asked me to do,

without questioning.

Though sometimes was an opposition to my heart and willingness,

yet im still doing it out of respect and love.

I dont know if i really love this guy,

but this time,

the 1st time,

I want to make my own choice,

I want to make my own decision.

At least in love,

I want to follow my heart and senses,

experience the rebellions of love.

Even if it may be a mistake,

I will still accept it with a gentle smile and drift with the wind of sorrow,

leave without regrets.

It is the pain,

makes me human;

It is the tears,

differentiating a human and a tree.

I know,

It may not be the best or wise decision,

but I just wanna be with you.

It may not be a blessed relationship,

but why care so much,

I just wanna be with you.

It may be hard and tough to get over those obstacles,

but as long as you are by my side,

having each other at the back supporting,

we will still be able to get over it.

All I want is to be with you....as simple as it is.... :)