Halleluyah CHANCE~ ;)

cant stop thinking of 'it' while doing assignment
so i ended up being - h e r e -  haha..
finally saw her profile 2day! which i've curious for some times...
been curious of wat kind of person she is likely to be...
a girl that he loved...a girl that he chose, over me....
though im 99% cured...
bt i felt a lit down (ok slightly more than a lit, to be honest) when i saw her profile, her photos...their status...and comments....
strange huh...didnt expect myself to hv this feeling...
though she is kinda emotional type of person n speaks alot of disgraceful foul language,
bt yet hv to admit that she is pretty...thin...n most importantly, he loves her.
n can see that she has occupied a huge space in his heart...n she meant alot to him...
mayb emotional her+ emotional him= emotional perfect match? haha...

angel: ahhh...stop being so depress and upset...! this is so not me!
i should transform this energy into motivation instead! be at the best n meet the best. n makes him regret!
devil: nahhh...he wont regret...they r so sweet now n he loves her....
angel: nvm...u should b happy u r not wt a jerk, at least!
'u deserves a better one' remembering my twins told me :)
'yes, i deserve a better one...' telling myself :)

Halleluyah CHANCE~  ;)